Lately, my desire and need to write about my own child sexual abuse and molestation has been replaced by a much higher desire and need I have regarding animal abuse.
I can only wallow in my own pain and anguish for a little while over my childhood sexual abuse and then I must break free from the prison walls that encapsulate my heart. My need to fight child abuse and animal abuse is so much stronger and the driving force within me will not stop.
Some people call me damaged. Some people say I'm neurotic. Some people say I'm crazy. Some people say I'm depressed. Those are the people who are shut out of my life and I want nothing to do with ever again.
But, I will tell you the real me. I am not crazy. I know exactly what I am doing and how I will do it. I am not neurotic. I am passionate and take action. I am not afraid to go against the grain and be different from everyone else. In fact there is not one other person I would like to be besides me.
In fact I don't even know another person who has the strength and drive to keep moving forward in life to stop animal abuse and child abuse like I do.
I am not afraid to speak up for what I believe. I have already chosen my path in life and it excludes many people. I do not care. In fact someone has to have the strength to fight for what is right. There are too many cowards afraid to open their mouths and go against the grain of others. Those people are weak in my eyes and I have no respect for anyone who sits back while a child or animal is abused.
I have even less tolerance for those sick monsters that sexually abuse children and animals. Pedophiles and animal abusers should suffer at great lengths in a life of pain. You will never get sympathy or mercy from me regarding anyone who molests a child, sexually abuses a child, sexually abuses an animal or harms a child or animal in any way.
Call me angry. Call me obsessed. Call me neurotic. Call me whatever you want.
I am driven to change what has long needed to be changed in this world. I have lived through child sexual abuse. I have lived through seeing animals tortured and killed and forced to partake in those sick activities. I was forced into child pornography at the hands of a sick pedophile. This sick pedophile was also an animal abuser who killed and tortured animals. I have lived through rape. I have survived more things in my life than most people will ever see in 12 lifetimes.
Call me angry. Call me obsessed. Call me neurotic. Call me whatever you want. But do not ever call me a coward. I will stand up to anyone and anything when it comes to protecting the innocent from the vultures walking around acting like doves.
I have no mercy and I have no forgiveness. There is no place on this planet for pedophiles or sexual child abusers.
You sick grown men who molest and sexually abuse children and keep the supply and demand for child pornography high are sick mother f*ckers. I know, I lived with a sick pedophile child molester for six years as a small child. I understand the lifelong pain you cause the child you sexually abuse. I am living proof that a child never forgets.
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